No One Knows this Blog Exists

This afternoon I remembered that I had a blog. I suddenly remembered that this blog existed. I could not remember what it was called. Thank heavens that Google remembered! I remembered that I don't really like blogging. I remembered that I am terrible at blogging. I remember that my laziness and self-consciousness are why I am terrible at blogging. I remembered that I've started, like five blogs, which were all utterly failed ventures of my own vanity and because I am lazy and self-conscious and the internet is a cruel mistress. I remembered that I wanted to be a lawyer, a priest, a poet, then a priest. I remembered that I thought about being a poet long after I became a priest. I remembered that I needed to say my prayers before I left work. And more prayers after work. I remembered that no one knows this blog exists.